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Monday, October 30, 2006

mosh pit is n area in front of a concert stage in which audience members dance and bang onto each other..

this is wat i learn today. thanks to nat that she let noe this little information. =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
1:29:00 pm
Friday, October 27, 2006

today is sports day! but i didnt do any sports.. u noe why? becoz actually me and clan wanted to go shopping, but last min alot of things so end up didnt go.. =( then stayed in school lo.. no attire cant do anything also

so while waiting for kiafang, we were so bored and we started toking about dream guy's leg, features and everything under the sun.

kahyip, dun so sad la.. dream guy leh. alr say is dream le, where gt will come true de.. haha. nt like absolute boyfriend la, chloe hor.. =)

then met kiafang and kai at mac, then we chatted more(refer to chloe's blog, i lazy type out)..

then went back to the basketball court to get the bdae fund paid y everyone.. make me wait soOo damn long to collect the money. arse.

that's abt all la.. nth much also. getting no life le..


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
1:40:00 pm
Wednesday, October 25, 2006

I'M BACK!!!

wah.. i feel lk i have nt been in school for seems lk very long.. haiz.. wat a week so far.. been so slack.. project still haven done anything.. i haven put in wat i'm suppose to put in and i think i dying..

countdown: 32days left

argh! i haven done my ILOG stuff yet.. the stupid sup ah.. he lk mcm dunno anything.. how to seek help sia. i'm only left with a month.. dead!

haiz.. come school only, i alr complaining.. haha..


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
8:55:00 am
Tuesday, October 24, 2006

first of all, SELEMAT HARI RAYA!!!

i watched death note today.. damn nice la.. i super love L. he so cute and cool and smart all in one package!


haha.. his logo.. yea! nice man.. highly recommended =)

dinner was a long queue wait.. so many ppl packing food.. but yums.. i also bought chips. coz in the show keep seeing L and Light eat.. lk mcm very nice, so i also a bit tempted to eat.. heez.. =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
9:33:00 am
Monday, October 23, 2006

today suppose to go school de, but then i lazy la.. so self declare break lo. =)

stayed home today.

morning when mum open my room door, she was shocked.. haha.. i can vividly hear her say:"OMG! nv go school ar..."

then close my room door and left to the temple with my bro.
woke up arnd 1plus.. then watch anime.. i re-watched gundam seed. =)

boredom man.. dinner, bathe.. usual stuff

then stayed up to watch a few animes, bleach ep 98, 99, 100
busou renkin ep 1, 2
death note ep1, 2, 3
d.grayman ep1, 2, 3
tokimeki memorial ~only love~ ep1

all are nice animes.. still wanna watch kiniro no corda ~prima passo~
jigoku no shoujo etc.. *smiles*


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
1:04:00 pm
Sunday, October 22, 2006

japanese mock test today.. was a killer for the listening.. nt very fast but then they dun repeat again and also the system is abit stupid la.. messy lo. cause confusion for us..

but overall i think quite ok ba..mayb my grammar part nt so good lo..

will update more again, with photos or wat lo.. =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
3:11:00 pm
Saturday, October 21, 2006

happy birthday calvin teo!!!

went kbox with my clan.. hehe.. so fun can. we made alot of noise.. more details, look at peishan's blog.. dun feel lk typing so much =)


just update some pictures lo

wahaha.. a photo with the death note 看板


guess who is the gal with my sunglasses on her ring?


me peishan xy chloe, cher is photographer, kiafang still nt here.


sing and say cheese, chloe!


cher making me sing and look in the camera at the same time.. guess i couldnt do it =p


us! with xy suddenly in the photo


me look soOo fair.. =)

notice the walls, they are all painted in cher's fave colors!!! =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
3:23:00 pm
Friday, October 20, 2006

happy birthday to xavier!

finally, sports day in a long time.. yea! happy man.. it's badminton =)

photos will be up soon


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
3:32:00 pm
Wednesday, October 18, 2006

morning was early.. so many days of nt signing in myself coz i always oversleep.. my oversleep is nt that kind that is hrs is by mins.. wahaha... coz i slept at 8pus last nite and all the way till this morning.. wahaha.. very refreshing can.. =)

then today decided to wear shorts to sch.. so yep.. when i came school i didnt realize that janey and keying also wearing shorts.. wahaha.. three of us walk together lk very funny.. hoho

and i notice rite, whenever keying goes, she catches alot of attention from guys.. omg! and she doesnt realize..

morning went brunch with peishan, chloe, calvin.. so lonely can.. then jenny is so busy with her proj then didnt make it to join us.. after that we went shopping arcade and saw weishan.. from far, she spotted me and called my name.. i was lk quickly shifting and walk away.. haha.. so scared of her la..

then while walking back with peishan to blk L, janey called and say they are FJ, so go join them lo..
*sorry peishan, didnt accompany u back... =( dun angry ah...

sianz.. wat am i gonna do for the whole day? i hate my supervisor la.. he lk so blur can..



arigatou.. atashi wa utate
1:28:00 pm
Tuesday, October 17, 2006

today flu in the morning.. went out once at 1030 for brunch, had sushi and hot tea.. then sat there till 12plus.. then came back lab, wentao came and look for me.. no one lunch with her.. poor thing..

sorry gal, i alr promised my classmates.. so sorry... =(

then went out at 1plus again for lunch with classmates.. didnt eat anything... wasnt hungry and thanks to irvin for the treat.. =)

then came back lab, do abit of stuff then msn abit, bored and cold.. then decided go grab some paper from aini, then went to talk to JJ abt anime and stuff.. nice toking to him.. and his lab is so cosy.. i love it there.. then 3plus le.. merv ask us go break. so i went out again..

now back here blogging coz it's damn boring.. i gt nth to do.. sleepy sia.. no appetite to eat at all.. benita is here to leave her books with me again, my place lk mcm book station..


see what is this gal doing when gracie alr say that she look lk big pau.. =)


merv said that the a famosa sun bear looks lk that!


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
5:14:00 pm
Monday, October 16, 2006

start of new sch sem.. nt for me of course.. my classmates! i miss u guys!


janey, keying and gracie


cher and her pose for drinks.. yums=)


wah.. bobby look scary here.. hehe but he is still my pooh bear.. =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
5:13:00 pm
Sunday, October 15, 2006

japanese preparatory class for JLPT 4 gt so much notes to read and learn from.. definitely alot of hmk too. it's the first time i gt so much hmk.. and gotta submit and sun is test.. omg!

haiz.. i scared le la.. very long dun have this take test then scared feeling... though is mock but is worrying.. -.-

takashimaya gt some celebration..


i think that the stage is nice.. therefore took photo of it.. the models are even much more prettier.. haha.. shld have took a pic with them =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
5:12:00 pm
Saturday, October 14, 2006

mum and her chicken and salmon combo


my double chicken steak.. become triple chicken coz mum dun wan the chicken


look at how hazy it is...

my mum says that the tree deco thingy looks lk octopus tentacles.. i made a joke out of that and she laughed.. shan't tell u guys the joke.. =p


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
5:10:00 pm
Friday, October 13, 2006

on MC today.. sianz.. shall nt tok more abt it... nt really in a mood to blog..

didnt attend sports day again.. more fats consolidated.. sick man.. i hate it..

weather is hazy, nose is running a flu.. omg! argh, urgh, bleah!

it's also the friday the 13th.. bad day...


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
9:50:00 am
Thursday, October 12, 2006





and nt forgetting.. Happy Birthday To Aini!

hey babe, i love ya lots.. =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
5:34:00 pm
Wednesday, October 11, 2006

haha.. time to blog some pictures.. hehe..


our all girls "gang"
left to right: "左右手", "小妹三", "大姐头", "小妹一", "小妹二"



me aka photographer: "what on earth are they doing?"


breakfast is oishii~~


us! our clique


us! but stickmen version... =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
1:49:00 pm
Tuesday, October 10, 2006

i noe that u are reading this.. i try to update more often..

u are the first guy in poly to make me cry.. i so strong yet u made me cry.. u ok anot? anyways, i will miss you.. please do not do such things again. things lk going somewhere by urself without telling me personally.. letter is nt personally.. i want you to see me and then tok to me.. dun ignore me can?

make sure u contact me.. dun only contact ur scandal... afterall, i'm still ur affairer.. =) dun make me cry again...

miss you...

P.S. the blog song is dedicated to you... lyrics of the song from romanji to english


TV Anime [Saiunkoku Monogatari] Ending Theme

Saikou no Kataomoi (The Greatest Unrequited Love)
Vocal: Tainaka Sachi
Lyrics: Tainaka Sachi
Composition: Tainaka Sachi

Itsumo sugoku jiyuu na anata wa ima
Kono ame no naka donna yume wo oikaketeiru no
Dokoka de kodoku to tatakai nagara
Namida mo gaman shiterun darou

Hitori de mo daijoubu to anata mo watashi to onaji
Toomawari bakari dakedo naze ka kono michi ga suki de

Shiawase da toka ureshii toki wa
Anata no koto wo omoidasu kara
Iro azayaka na kisetsu wa kitto
Kono omoi todokete kureru

Akogare toka suki toka kirai da toka
Sou iu kimochi da to wo dokoka chigaun da keredo
Anata no sono utsukushii nagare ni
Watashi mo nosete hoshii

Aimai na kotoba yori mo kantan na yakusoku yori
Hoshii no wa te no nukumori soshite
Futari dake no toki

Moshimo anata ga kanashii no nara
Ashita ga sukoshi mienai no nara
Tayotte hoshii watashi wa kitto
Kore kara mo anata mo houmou

Shiawase da toka ureshii toki wa
Anata no koto wo omoidasu kara
Iro azayaka na kisetsu wa kitto
Kono omoi todokete kureru

-english-
Normally you were so free in spirit –
What dream might you be chasing after now in this rain?
No matter where you might be battling with loneliness,
You were always holding back your tears, right?

You say “I’ll be all right even when alone.” - just like I do
Despite detours everywhere, for some reason, we have taken to this path

In times of happiness or joy,
I’ll remember of you
And I am sure that this season, with its vivid colours,
Will convey these feelings of mine to you

Longing, liking, or dislike –
Though saying my feelings for you are of those seems somewhat wrong,
I want to follow your beautiful shadow*

More than vague words or simple promises,
What I desire is the warmth of your hand, and
A time only for the two of us

If you should feel sad,
Or if tomorrow [the future] can’t be clearly seen,
I, who wish you would rely on me,
Would continue to think of you

In times of happiness or joy,
I’ll remember of you
And I am sure that this season, with its vivid colours,
Will convey these feelings of mine to you


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
1:15:00 pm
Saturday, October 07, 2006

happy birthday to sabby!!!

kono kamera wo hoshii....



nice rite? pink , white, black and silver.. so nice.. 7.2 megapixels.. cool..

*Courtesy of Sony


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
3:59:00 pm
Friday, October 06, 2006

time check: 1318
location: in lab now..

i feel lk sleeping man.. so tiring. i just took med.. makes me feel sleepy.. sianz.. =(

wah.. i wanna slack somewhere... i itching to shop man..

boredom causes this:

You are 67% Sagittarius

How Sagittarius Are You?
What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.

Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.

For you, falling in love is all about flirting and feeling playful. You couldn't fall in love with someone who took life too seriously.
Inside the Room of Your Soul
i wanna thank xinyi.. i take it as a compliment. she said "cuz u nt as bitch and slutty as tt girl". wahaha.. i assume is compliment la.. hehe... =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
12:47:00 pm
Thursday, October 05, 2006

was down with flu.. so stayed hm..

*Recap*
morning woke up, go toilet wash up. then been sneezing from my room door to the toilet, a continuous of abt 10times.. madness!!! so was lk thinking....

*words running thru my head for 5secs*
if go lab cold then will sneeze more, flu will get worse then hoho.. may die there. MC!
eyes lit up upon thinking abt it.. hoho.. cant be any happier wahaha..

*back to recap*
called up mama to let her noe i going to the doctor, then she say go early, i look at the clock only 735.. so i said orh and went back to sleep..
woke up at 12 then mum called,
she asked:"just woke up?"
me:"yep"
she:"y nv go doctor earlier? doc closing at 1230.."
me:"*jaw dropped* checks time"

ok i still gt time to rush down, was really tired and still taking my own sweet time. by the time i reach the doc, was 1223. the door till state open so i went in..

me:*looks at the nurse*
she:*look back*
me:*look up saw doctor behind her*, smiles(he is so blurry cute la.. i like seeing him.. hoho..)
she:*looks at doc and seems to be seeking approval if he wants to see me*

doctor knows me la.. of course nod head la.. then if they dare to say no, i'll make a scene..
door says open, nt yet 1230, no rights to reject business rite?

she:"see doctor?"
me:"duh.. " *in my mind thinking, is this nurse stupid or wat.. dun see doctor then come here chit chat ar?*

madness man.. these aunties are ridiculous.. anyways, was a quick check, some sinus prob, nose so sensitive until slight room temp changes affect.. sianz.. he ask me whether i want med or nose spray to control the sinus.. i was lk no need nose spray la, ltr lk a drug lk that so i choose med to cure temporary.. nt big problem..


thanks for everyone's concern.. especially Merv =))*he type this himself*

bought chicken porridge.

i finally finish watching goong by arnd 2plus at nite.. super happy la.. the ending is so sweet, the story is so touching and omg! i just love SHIN! although lu is so much better looking than Shin, but Shin's character bought me over.. haiz.. *heart has flwon away*

i'm gonna save money up and buy the dvd, i think only the dvd gt the special it cost $45.90.. heez..

i still haven been able to save enough yet! how man?????

oh.. and thanks to sabrina for lending me Love for Venus manga.. it's really nice.. highly recommended to buy.. haha..


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
9:26:00 am
Wednesday, October 04, 2006



i think i sleep lk this.. hohoho...

interesting rite? ohohoho.. i'm a person with power and fortune.. dunno true anot.. only noe i very fierce. haha

i wanna pursue my dreams.. horticulture, flora, florist, store, wrapping papers, ribbons... my fave!

***Which HSM character are you?***
The Drama Queen Bee, Sharpay
Brava! You love the limelight, and everyone in school suspects your talents will take you to Broadway, Hollywood, or your own talk show chair--maybe all three! Just be sure to share the spotlight with others--you might learn a thing or two about taking on different roles, even ones (gasp)behind the scenes!
Which HSM character are you?http://quiz.ivillage.com/seventeen/tests/20060614_musical.htm


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
3:37:00 pm
Tuesday, October 03, 2006



i went to try too.. =)



arigatou.. atashi wa utate
5:47:00 pm

am i lucky or what?

i'm being offered a chance to go OPP after fyp for 2 and a half mths..

the OPP area is Brunei and doing SAP using abap language.. totally no idea is that but the travelling is making me itch with excitement..

they say give us time to think abt it.. well, i'm interested in it but only in the travelling and experience part and nth on the programming.. been thinking wanna go anot.. but i think mayb nt ba..

Cons:
it's troublesome, no friends, programming everyday though sat and sun free but what am i gonna do in a place i dunno.. hahah...

Pros:
gain experience, have fun, can imagine my everyday life, i can take pictures and post it..

haiz.. decision man..


i really dunno if i want to go.. when i ask him, he said no. my heart really sank. i was supported and then soon was push down into the deep valley. i didnt noe and didnt expect that ans from him.. was really saddening. but to think again, i've really been thinking on the fun part only. and i think i will get use to the place coz 2 and a half mths nt long and homesick really isnt a problem. to think i wanna have fun and waste my parents' money. i dun wan to waste their money coz IT wasnt gonna be my line.. i really wanna save that money.. sometimes the joy and the ability of able to make it for a OPP is great that i'm wavering. but i decided to put my family first. they are the most impt ppl. so i shall reject the offer. thanks alot man. i think i really only suited to have fun and nth else. haha.. better start saving.


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
8:49:00 am
Monday, October 02, 2006

met mum and bro for dinner, bro didnt wan instead, dad accompanied us.. haha.. so we went dinner. i wanted to eat chicken porridge but close le. so no choice eat duck rice lo..

then went back early, gave dad and mum some time tog. so i went back, bathe then continue my goong while mum lecture bro..

slept at 1am plus at goong ep17 half


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
9:31:00 am
Sunday, October 01, 2006

finally finished honey and clover II.. hachimitsu to clover no dorama wo mitai... i wanna watch the drama/movie, they call it live action..

*shall post pictures again


watched goong till ep14 half.. still alot more to go.. gotta catch up with peishan.. heez..


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
10:01:00 am
sharon.
saggitarius.
nyp sit graduate.
sim rmit.

2nd - Steffi
17th - Jes
19th - Andrew
21st - Jing Yi
21st - Sandy

La Corda D'Oro DVD(Japan Version)
NANA Anime DVD from Blue Max
DKNY Watch
VW Bucket Bag
VW Love Jacket
VW Wallet
that canvas shoes from Converse
that black pumps from Zara
that white jacket from Esprit
that white dress from A|X
that grey shorts from Luis
black ring
Full House Kiss PS2 game(Bargain Version)
Kiniro no Corda PS2 game
Naruto Manga
Bleach Manga
Skip Beat! Manga
Ayashi no Ceres Manga
Nabari no Ou Manga
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e DramaDVD
Hachimitsu to Clover Drama DVD
Rurouni Kenshin TV Series
Rurouni Kenshin Seisouhen OVA
Gundam 00/Seed/Seed Destiny 1/100 Model Kits
Strike Rouge + Sky Grasper Perfect Grade
Fave Animes(OST, artbook, episode guide etc...)