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Thursday, February 23, 2006

guys can sometimes be such an IDIOT!!!

they can treat u bloody hell nice and also can ****ing ignore u!!!

like WHAT THE HELL can....

take gals for granted isit????????????


when they need u to help them do some stuffs, then they treat u super good.. if nt, they treat u lk shit!!!!!

super angry and i super dun feel lk talking to anyone at all.. especially guys!!!

GET LOST!!! GET THE HELL OUT OF MY LIFE.. STOP IRRITATING ME!!!

i dunno how many guys i will anger with this post.. i cant be bothered.. if u dun lk this post,


LEAVE MY BLOG IMMEDIATELY!!!


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
11:10:00 pm
Tuesday, February 21, 2006

after all the fever and stuff, i look super frail and stuff... so decided to get my hair cut and 1 snip, it cost em 3inches of the hair... wahaha... cant believe... i'm back to old sch look... haha..

omg!!! but i like my hair now.. i dun look so sick anymore.. at least that's wat i tot... haha


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
11:36:00 pm
Monday, February 20, 2006

happy birthday to calvin!!! and happy birthday to bryan!!!

sick today.. on the way of recovering... thank the many ppl who showed their concern to me.. when u are sick, news seems to spread quite fast.. haha...

was on the way back in my grandpa's car, then he was saying that we shld keep a healthy lifestyle.. he told me his routine...

wake up 5plus. exercise then go back eat 1 bowl of oats, 1 tomato, grapes then ltr go fetch my bro to sch, then ltr breakfast with my mum...

sounded healthy rite.. hahah.. but for me sure dun work de, first, i cant wake up so early.... argh!! coz lazy la.. then i dun lk oats.. so ya.. wont work.. hehe.. ok enuf of rubbish...

tml shall go grandma's place to finish up all the notes writing then it's time for intensive training!!!

so yea!!! guys wait for me.. i'll be joining u all either wed or thurs.. cya.


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
8:30:00 pm
Sunday, February 19, 2006

this is it!! after the fondue madness, here i am with fever, headache, cough, sore throat... haiz.. so sad can.. been suffering thru the nite, cant sleep well, smtimes cold smtimes warm... omg!! cant tahan.. so stubborn me refuses to see doctor... hahha... well so ya wait till tml lo... going down grandma's place coz mum say if i stay at hm alone, no one look after anything happen also nobody noe.. so ya.. heed her advice, and went to grandma's place....

still sick, nt any better..

cough cough.....


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
8:29:00 pm
Saturday, February 18, 2006

thank keying for the chocolate fountain treat.. haha.. super sinful meal...

haha met up at yck at 1plus.. coz obviously there were ppl who were late.. haha.. i was lk reach there at 1 then waited at the control station but didnt see anyone familiar, so i called keying then only to realize that they were waiting at the place where ppl take bus.. then i ask her how come all of them gather there then she said was drew who waited there. coz was lk suppose to meet at yck control station at 1.. so is nt i sotong hor.. is i rmb correctly but stupid drew must go wait at another place...

then luckily i'm not the only one late, nas nizam aini was late too... so ya.. was surprise that aini and zam actually joined us. after everyone was here, we went to queue at bus 852 to get to keying's place.. waited for awhile.. well, for us is that whenever we have spare time, it's photo takign again.. i think this time round, we took abt another hundred pics... haha so scary rite? i think that's the trademark of IT0415... haha..

well there is no words to describe how wonderful the fondue is.. haha only ah.. can describe.. we also had pizza and some tibits... so sinful and fattening


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
8:28:00 pm
Thursday, February 16, 2006

woohoo... finally the day of my project presentation.. my 15 weeks of hard work finally paid off...

~morning~
woke up at 845, bathe, change into my formal pack my stuff listen to ayumi songs until.. OMG!! i'm late.. haha.. quickly rush down to get a cab.. omg!! no cabs available, all on call.. then waited very long.. thank god got jy msg to acc me whiel panicking when i cant get a cab.. haha.. thks. he even offered to pay for my cab fare if i call cab.. so nice rite.. but no need help me pay la.. haha.. thanks alot really.. when i finally decide to call a cab, was on the phoen with the Comfort lady, a cab appeared and.. of course boarded it la.. then was going to be late for my jap test.. argh! when the cab just reach sch gates, irvin called to see if i'm coming.. haha.. coz he now in class alone..

~afternoon~
finish the test, then saw drew, he printed the project report.. so sweet rite, at a VERY cheap price also.. 3bucks++.. PR SKILLS so good can.... (sacarsm). but he so smart hor, edited the report, taking out the no. of versions. and still laugh at me say lk proposal.. then i rolled my eyes at him.. i was lk lost for words to say him.. he think he so smart taking away the portion that is needed in the report.. the guide book stated so clearly that to put in the number of versions... then my dear mr DREW nv read guide book still wanna act smart go delete.. my god... then was alos alot of editing to the report so ended up when printing the whole report with ms keying all over again, which cost me lk 6bucks++.. i'm so broke =(

had our presentation, luckily eunice ang didnt find out my error but she definitely cant understand my english...

i told her abt the datagrid thing that it will nt really deduct from an account but will just roughly show... then she lk keep dun understand until graham explains that it's just a SIMULATION. i was lk, oh.. cant understand me, only chim words then can understand isit? haiz.. wat a hassle...

~evening~
stayed to watch the distinction presentation, coz ZAM made it in .. cool rite, then we were really impress by the dist ppl, their proj was really different then was zam's turn, he lk some superstar, when his turn, we kept taking pictures of him, clap for him then the lecturers were lk, wah!! u hav a lot of fans... haha.. of course, the best class rep deserves the best.. hehe...

then no need to say more, more photo taking sessions.... can imagine? i think class IT 0415 is the only class in whole of SIT to take the most pictures all year round.. haha.. i think only..

then class discussion, abt where to go for our most probably the final class outing, still lots of votes for chalet.. but the place is another thing. aloha loyang full house, left with aloha changi where nobody actually wants. then is coasta sands pasir ris, coasta sands downtown east and coasta sands sentosa(huts)..

nobody wants the huts though it's cheap coz heard that it was really filmsy. then was between the other 2 coasta sands.. woohoo.. still deciding. out wonderful class rep even sent us a msg to ask us to keep 3-5 mar free.. in case there is chalet.

~night~
went town with keying, jane, aini, drew to collect the stamps, then aini went halfway after collecting to meet indy.. then left the rest of us. we went pepper lunch for dinner.. guess i was really hungry, finished all my food.. so rare.. hehe!!!


then was abt the waiter at the restaurant.. he served my food and ask if i noe how to cook.. i was in a half blur mode and was here the first time, so i was lk.. huh?? wat is he saying then keying cont for me and said yes, plz demo.. so he lk talk in a girlish way then teaching, wasnt really paying attention coz was stoning le.. sleepy ma... then we actually wore our formal to town.. haha, cant believe it... new experience.. then we went shop arnd.. my god, keying is one crazy shopper... nt that she buys alot of stuff, is that she cant make up her mind.. madness...

note to self: in order to train patience, go shopping with keying... =)

p.s OH.. i'm starting to love zam soOoOoo much.. he sOooOoo cute can.. haha... love him to bits.. woohoo...


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
11:58:00 pm
Saturday, February 11, 2006

haha... went shopping with mum today.. first we went raffles city. went esprit to see my formal top.. yea!! it still has it.. haha.. also tried a few other tops and bottoms... saw one 3quarts very nice but the only size left in that outlet is 42.. which is far too big... haha... so was lk nvm la.. then only bought the formal top... cost abt 60plus..

then went to giordano then tot wanted to buy a new white top, coz my old one abit yellowish le... then my mum say the ice blue is nice, then kakki 3quarts is nice, white polo is nice, everything nice then everything try lo.. but nt everything buy la.. coz haha ex leh.. haha.. ended up , bought the kakki 3quarts and white polo... still was abt 50plus.. wahaha...

i bought so many things today can.. haha.. these few weeks keep buying and buying... omg!!! my walking atm gonna be so broke.. wahaha...

a reminder to myself, i still owe my atm 20bucks.. haha.. for the vday gifts, coz today didnt bring enuf cash out.. woohooo... wahaha...


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
11:33:00 pm
Tuesday, February 07, 2006

haha.. so hate to go sch when the lessons are lk one 1 only..

today nv go sch coz thought only one lesson since there is no nite lect...

so i skip, only to find out that graham lesson also dun have, which means no sch for the whole day.. hahah.. no guilt.

but tml also no graham's lesson only that stupid HCI teacher.. but i have to go to submit the evaluation report. os tml cant skip.. so lazy can.. but tml have to go back sch collect my OS book coz thurs gt test..

and ... i haven study abit. thot to say hm to study today since no sch.. but i ended up watching my gundam seed destiny.. hahah... so slack can..

btw, i already thot wat to get my cliques for valentine's day... nth special but just hope that u guys lk it..

also if u all dun mind, i wld lk to get the same thing that i gonna give u guys to 2 other person also... dun mind k? valentine is for everyone... hehe...


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
11:45:00 pm
Monday, February 06, 2006

do u really noe me??
do i noe who i am??
how u noe that i am myself??


i'm feel that i'm torn apart.. i dunno if decisions i made are rite...
i feel that i cant do anything rite at all..

i feel lk crying... i think i am lost... i dunno what i'm saying or doing at times...
i think i'm really lost.. can someone please guide me?


this song really is nice..

FIND THE WAY - Mika Nakashima(jap)

Why do you, with your small hands,
try to carry all these wounds on your back?
It isn't for any one person's sake, please don't lose sight of that
Why am I, while hesitating,
unable to escape?
What I hope for is the sun, the sun to light the way...


Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
You'll find the way


You said, "I had a long dream...
It was a very sad dream,
but what I saw wasn't one bit clouded..."
I said, "It's okay to cry,
because I'll stay by your side no matter what."
What I wish for is a hand, a hand to reach up to me...


Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
Even if we're the first ones afflicted with this pain...


Giving an answer surely isn't everything
I'll be patient, it's all right, and so are you...


Find the way
Though in this glowing cosmos our hands can't quite reach
We depend on only our resounding love
Because at the end of the path we've traveled we'll find the light
Find the way
Even without words, even without wings to fly on
As long as we stand our ground in the wind
At the end of the path we've traveled we finally saw the light...
You'll find the way


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
12:43:00 am
Sunday, February 05, 2006

went out today, everywhere sale can.. then promote so much on valentine stuff...

valentine, valentine, valentine.. must it really be between couples.. frenz also can wat.. lk me and cliques.. so wonderful...

haiz... just finish the whole series of gundam seed.. then was thinking the relationships between the characters.. some so touching and some so saddening.. of course real life u seldom get the other party of the relationship to die and therefore separated..

but seeing how the lady still loves the guy just make it all so sad again... she witness the death of her beloved... then imagine seeing him once again appearing infront of her sitting down with her with a cup of coffee and smiling at her...

if smth lk that happen to me, haha.. hopefully not but i dun think i can take it...

another guy character also say smth... "i'm so glad i met u, -------" and then he hugged her... so sweet. and in next series, he proposed to her.. well, just slipping a ring onto her finger.. makes it all so sweet...

oh..man.. the mood is getting to me.. haha.. really u think so?


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
12:57:00 am
Thursday, February 02, 2006

dim stress as string = hunger
sharon.hunger(yong tau foo)

i am very hungry!!!!!!!

i wanna eat alot alot alot..... but become so fat so fat so fat.....

proj still gt 1 more form to go, with datagrid, update statement....


OMG!!!!!

i dun wan to do le.....


arigatou.. atashi wa utate
6:20:00 pm
sharon.
saggitarius.
nyp sit graduate.
sim rmit.

2nd - Steffi
17th - Jes
19th - Andrew
21st - Jing Yi
21st - Sandy

La Corda D'Oro DVD(Japan Version)
NANA Anime DVD from Blue Max
DKNY Watch
VW Bucket Bag
VW Love Jacket
VW Wallet
that canvas shoes from Converse
that black pumps from Zara
that white jacket from Esprit
that white dress from A|X
that grey shorts from Luis
black ring
Full House Kiss PS2 game(Bargain Version)
Kiniro no Corda PS2 game
Naruto Manga
Bleach Manga
Skip Beat! Manga
Ayashi no Ceres Manga
Nabari no Ou Manga
Hanazakari no Kimitachi e DramaDVD
Hachimitsu to Clover Drama DVD
Rurouni Kenshin TV Series
Rurouni Kenshin Seisouhen OVA
Gundam 00/Seed/Seed Destiny 1/100 Model Kits
Strike Rouge + Sky Grasper Perfect Grade
Fave Animes(OST, artbook, episode guide etc...)