finally it's weekend... i can take a break.. after the whole week of torture, i still dunno what is required of us.. cuz when we wanted to ask him ytd, he msg nad to say that he will only be back by tues.. i was lk wth! the whole nyp only u are the most familiar with ILOG on .NET platform and then somemore u are nt one that is the most sure if wat u know.. wtf.. sad to have a sup lk him.. =(

well, face reality man, enuf of school work, shall worry abt that in sch instead of worrying at hm..
had dental appt at 330 tog with mum.. was raining heavy outside. after the rain was very windy.. enjoy the breeze then we waited for awhile before it's my turn. i decided to go in first so as when my mum go in ltr, i can listen to mp3 and read manga.. so went in first.

dental didnt use to be as scary as when i was in primary school, kinda enjoy it, probably i'm a sadist.. haha.. no la.. kidding. coz i just think that u are paying for someone to take care of ur teeth.. well, dentist had nth much to say, i gt healthy teeth ok! besides that, they wanna earn more, ask if i wanted to put braces. well, i insisted a no coz i find it a waste of money.. i am who i am, if ppl mind my look and nt be my fren, what else can i say. =)

dentist reminded to floss, or else is bad for gums.. but honestly, how many in singapore floss? response to me if u floss by msn-ing me! MUST!

after dental, we went j8, bought ainee's present and bought my manga, still dun have absolute bf then i bought another vol of honey x honey.. story getting better.. my complications as a new gal that claims to be kai's fiancee steps in.. woohoo..

had dinner at food junction, u-mian and yong tau foo. had haagen daaz ice cream for dessert. my fave combo: chocolate chocolate chip with almond flakes toppings. yums!

bro came to meet us, then we wanted mac for dinner, no seats so we take-away. then mum went charles and keith to look for slippers since she had coupons issued by citibank.. so she bought a birken look alike one. nice la. we also went giordano, i re-make my membership and we also bought alot of stuff, it's like must spend at least 100 to make membership, so happen that my mum bought 2 jeans, it's slim cut so it's nice.. and i bought a black linen pants and white polo. oh my gosh, it's white and black again.. hoho.. gt too many tops and bottoms with that 2 colors.. wahaha..

after all the shopping went home and watched anime.. finished up with the special chapter of honey and clover, haha damn hilarious la.. i was lk laughing all the way then started on 4 eps of honey and clover II... i also finished ouran high school host club.. ending was good.. so touching.. season 2 please be out soon.. last ep la.. damn nice man.. what more can i say? I LOVE ANIME!

tml is another early day.. why? gt japanese class..

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

thanks for the neoprint that andrew help us scan.. it's very nice.. shall upload my fave photos..



i think i look very gal here... =p




my fave photo


...which is alot.. wahaha =)

anyways, going out with my mama ltr.. i love her so much can.. without her, i'll probably die le.. hehe..

i think i promise on putting a meaning phrase everyday, haha.. so i shall put one today.. i think i cant do it everyday..

"Kami-sama, what does "something i want to do" mean?What do i need to do to find that?Will i be stronger if i can find that?"
-Takemoto Yuuta-

*kami-sama refers to god

outing with mama was good, first we met at orchard mrt, sorry that i was late.. =p then we went to have dinner first.. so i brought her to Han's at far east, then she had grilled fish and i ate fried egg bacon sandwich. so chatted abit, i think i'm too tired, dun really have much energy then i think my mum can tell, but i think ok ba.. i must try to stay awake lo..

went to see some of the pumps at far east.. but things there dun really suit my style. call it high maintenance or whatever la.. then we went wisma and shopped at mango, bought the same long sleeve top as my mum but diff color.. well, my mum seems to be in a spending mood these few days.. haha, she even look at levi's jeans.. well, me too la.. hoho.. but didnt buy any, only bought that top. then went to kinokuniya and looked for my manga.. sianz.. absoulte bf no last vol. so bought a vol of honey x honey.. then i wonder honey x honey is how many vols.. lk cannot finish buying..

that's all.. lazy to type more.. tiring.

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

i cant wait to watch death note with kailing.. argh! cant wait.. kailing, arent u excited to watch?



i also wanna watch "Gigolo Wannabe".. haiz.. money ah.. money, y wont u drop down from heaven... =(


arigatou.. atashi wa utate

Fact or Fiction
1.What is the best nickname you ever had? apple

2. Which way of suicide would you choose? jump off a building, perhaps? i wanna try flying.. haha..

3. Rate your social life from 1 to 10. maybe 6 ba?

4. Are you in love with someone at the moment? yes.

5. Are you missing someone at the moment? yes.

6. Will you die for the one you love? yes.

7. Do you think love hurts? yes.

8. What is the best thing about love? when u are loved back.

9. What is the worst thing about love? when u are ignored.

10. Will you wait for someone you love? yes.

11. What song best describes your love life at the moment? shadow of you - nakashima mika

12. Do you wanna get married? yes, if possible

13. Have you talked to the person you love for the past 24 hours? yes.

14. Do you keep memories? yes.

15. Is love always on your side or the opposite? opposite

16. Are you sick of love? yes.

17. Are you sick of the the question of love? yes.

18. What are you going to do tomorrow? my project!

19. What do you want so badly now? more money!

20. What's the song that you last downloaded? teriyaki boyz - tokyo drift

21. How much do you love music? very much, words cant describe

22. Do you play an instrument? eh.. considered yes?

23. What movie did you last watch? shinobi

24. Do you believe in love forever? shall wait and see...

25. What's in your mind now? home sweet home

26. What song is in your mind now? saikou no kataomoi

27. Five people to do this - merv, nas, cher, kiafang, syam

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

us! look weird?!

us @ seoul garden celebrating ainee birthday last yr!

anyways, couldnt finish my brunch for the first time after so many days.. i think i shld really cut down on wat i eat.. it's getting too much.. i shall skip breaks from now on.. i need to save money badly and i'm really broke.. wahaha...

saw my freshie's nick. it says: "infatuation and lust are often mistaken as geniune feelings" and i think it's true...

argh!!! HUMAN RIGHTS VIOLATED... PRIVACY INFRINGED! school lecturers are taking pictures of us for watever purposes but without our permissions. Visitors have been coming continuously and we feel lk zoo animals.. what is this man?! what do they take us as? This is not right!

i'm posting some pictures that are from very long ago.. hehe..

last year's valentine's day.. so what will this year's valentine's day be like? will i have a boyfriend to celebrate with? but who says valentine's day are for BFs/GFs?

FRIENDS AND FAMILIES ARE VALENTINES TOO... =)

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

my weekend when i described to keying...

sat i slept and woke up and watch anime till dinner time then walked to J8 then shop arnd, bought manga, then go mac slack while i drink coffee bean's chocolate
met ridzman then he charged me small size price but gave me regular order.. happy, thks ridzman.. =)

sun i woke up, go japanese class, then accompany fren go takashimaya awhile then in order to save money, i went hm straight for lunch
then after lunch, help mum ripped cds
then watch anime till dinner
then go walk arnd market then go sit in the park with family.. bro keep telling lame jokes then after that went hm then bathe then anime till 1am

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

i still haven finish Honey and Clover I, and i still have Honey and Clover II..

recently read and article on 8Days and that now Gelato is featuring a new flavour of ice cream based on the anime Honey and Clover.. i wanna try that man..

was watching it and the story is so damn touching la.. i watch one episode dunno cry how many times lo.. cry nt really cry lk but the just the tears swell up and all flow out..

so now, i will try to put up one of their phrases everyday, if possible.. becoz it's meaningful.

"Is it more painful to cry when you can't do something you want to, or when you can't find what you want to do?"
-Takemoto Yuuta-

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

i finally finished Shingetsutan Tsukihime.. it's a damn nice show la.. i super love it can..

Long long ago, there were non-human beings known as the residents of Moon.
Among them, there was one who was called the Shiroi Hime*, a noble princess.
She awoke as pure as white and slept as pure as white.
She knows nothing impure-- the Shinso no Hime*.
That has become a tragedy.

*Shiroi Hime - White Princess
*Shinso - True Ancestors

There was once a snake that whispered to the princess,"Princess, please drink this. If you do, your thirst will disappear at once."
But that was extremely poisonous. The snake wanted the princess for himself.
The name of the snake was Roa*.
And then, the Shiroi Hime fell.
After that, she sealed herself away and lived only on penance.

*Roa - Evil Vampire Host

This past 800 years, she has pursued Roa's shadows and waking from her sleep.
A repeated cycle of execution and returning to sleep.
Without a connection to anyone,only acting with one purpose, like a machine.

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sometimes i wonder how much friendship is worth.. the how much i meant here didnt mean money but the feelings, care and concern u put in for the person.. perhaps i do not even have the rights to comment about this..

i'm seriously starting to wonder if the principle i sticking on to is right. i always say:
"No boyfriend is fine, but no friends cannot. friends are for life, boyfriends u can always find again"

seems that this phrase no matter how much i say, i'm really the only want who follows it. i mayb selfish but somtimes ppl do not understand..

or rather

i think i'm the foolish one to believe that friends for life.. after this post, who knows that many will be offended by me.. but i cant be bothered anymore..

i starting to waver on wat i had said. i've been lying to myself all these while.

my mum said that i've sank too deep into the whole thing.. been thinking about it.. and i think it's true.. why do i even care.. it's waste of my time.. and those fucking logic dun even try to preach me again with it.. i dun give a damn..

celebrated nas and mervyn's birthday, nth to elaborate.. upload photos..

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

i'm bloggin everyday now.. i cant imagine.. coz normally my blog will be so stale that it can collect dust.. but now.. if madness everyday..

i was thinking by the end of the 3years of poly studies, will i be able to type without seeing the keyboard? so cool rite, but now i think i already can le.. abit lo.. i just read the screen and head running wat i want to type then i can get the words out lo.. very routine le lo.. then now even when i'm blogging, i'm nt looking..

it's so sick lo.. i just hate those EI guys! i detest them.. always so ya-ya.. think they very big ar? shit them.. eewweeww!!!!!

had brunch at mac.. nt much to talk abt.. but today jerry is exceptionally irritating and noisy today.. haha.. he keep irritating chloe and she is so angry and wanna laugh at the same time... interesting la when u see them quarrel.. wahaha...

morning i read her blog on a chinese passage.. very interesting can.. the guy can be so tolerant of the gal lo.. haiz.. so sweet..

just now me and sabby were still chatting abt anime and manga.. wahaha.. she said the manga i reading now, all she have.. madness! i think she very rich lo... anyway, i told her say that the honey x honey drops manga the renge kai very cool.. wahaha.. was saying that i lk guys who are tall handsome and abit demanding.. in other words, tall is a must, demanding as in decisive and handsome... well, if possible and have, i dun mind.. wahaha.. i'm interesting rite? or rather i think that i'm weird..

RENGE KAI is so kakoi~ i wanna continue buying the manga... nice leh.. both manga.. absolute boyfriend and honey x honey drops.

just read nas' teenage magazine.. Gelato is selling a new flavour ice cream that is inspired by japanese anime Honey and Clover i wanna try too.. it's italian ice cream inspired with wild honey and soothing camomile.. I WANT!!!

time check: 1742
mood suddenly change.. very bad mood now.. i dun mean anything but to everyone or anyone who wants to find andrew, PLEASE STOP TREATING ME AS A SOURCE OF UR MSG FLOW..
if wanna find him, there is a technology call handphone..

to nas: i understand wat u wanna tell me. i just wanna tell u that i'm bad-tempered and unreasonable, i know that.. so i dun want to know anymore things.. it's none of my concern..
if there is really smth u need a lending ear.. all u all have to do is ask me if i'm free.. i'm not to the extend that i'm busy and ignore.. stop using "becoz i'm busy" excuse..

"no fren is too busy for another fren unless is for really special reasons"

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

today went north canteen to eat.. i already told myself that i wont eat the mixed vegetables rice again.. it's very awful.. so today i tried the western food.. chicken chop spaghetti.. very nice.. noodles are soft and the chicken is nt tough and easy to cut and eat... i also order fruit drinks.. cher say i very troublesome, must mix so many fruits together in one.. but i only drink this mix, coz my mum let me drink this mix since young.. so used to it and only lk this. i drink de is watermelon, red apple and carrot.. very healthy ok.

peishan ordered green apple juice then rite, when serve, she wanted to put salt. so she took the salt container and then tried to squeeze.. no salt came out then she try again.. then still dun have then she tot salt stuck or dunno wat la so she tried to open.. then oh.. the top of the container opened.. haha.. only to realized that she didnt even open the top, y would salt come out.. wahahaha*

*peishan gonna kill me for this..

i'm now very bored.. ltr going MS with peishan and chloe.. haha.. very long nv shopping le hor..

-MS-
oh.. we went topshop, puma, precious thots, newurbanmale oh.. shopping is fun.. everywhere selling food.. so fragrant~~

i saw this pair of shoes at topshop, it's lk my sailor pumps but thicker and it's green, dark army green with some flowers and vines design.. super lk can.. 39bucks.. and there is this grey top that has this sort of look lk graffiti design with silver printing, it's shiny.. but the back is a butterfly back, expose alot skin. but if wear spaghetti or tube or tank top, the grey top will then act as a additional top.. nice ok!

so much for shopping.. there is so much abt peishan i can say.. she is damn funny la..

-IMF-
xy say gt IMF going on so city hall area mayb packed. so i told peishan the same thing. peishan ask me what is IMF.. so i told her is International Monetary Fund.. then she say what is that.. so i roughly told her la.. then when chloe say is the world bank, she say oh.. she knows.. but she dunno stand for IMF.. -.- lame lo..
*so world bank is her language

-Watch Shop-
she saw this puma watch with lotsa bling bling on it and she loves it.. so she was wondering how much.. so she went closer to the showcase.. then didnt realize that the showcase is very near then.. *kok*.. she hit her head on the showcase.. the glass is kinda thick.. so very misleading.. then accidentally anyone also will hit lo..

but anyways, she want to know the price then i ask her go ask lo.. then she dun want.. end up, i went in and ask her.. it cost 215bucks.. damn ex lo..

that's all, i felt lk i was toking rubbish.. =)


arigatou.. atashi wa utate

everyday is the same routine.. shall nt blog further abt it.. and i think i alr forgot lots of stuff. these few days brain very lazy, whole body very lethargic..

met up with kiafang today.. went town to eat.. together with xy and peishan.. we went Han's to have sandwiches.. it's nice.. fried egg with bacon and a glass of orange juice.

then went back hm.. waited for 162 and 54 so long sia.. then finally arrived, so damn packed lo.. i was standing right beside the bus driver.. then 2 stops ltr, someone alighted. soi gt myself a seat.. i have along journey ok.. then i see ppl who bought the bus how come no young handsome guys de.. all old uncle and aunties.. then finally gt one acceptable.. end up, gt ring on finger.. assumed attached..

it's nt lk i'm gonna do anything but it's damn bored la.. so just wanna look look stare stare only.. sianz.. life is boring.. i've no LIFE!

reach hm arnd 10plus.. bathe and ate what my grandma packed for me.. she made fried chicken chop.. yipee!! my fave lo.. she knows me well the most. i love her!!!

ate and then waited for hair to dry then read manga and went to sleep arnd 12plus.. damn tired lo.. cant tahan le then i go sleep liao.

ZzzZzzZzzz........................

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been bloggin since 845 excluding 1 and half hr brunch... now is last entry.. boring..

i think i really cant take McSpicy, coz my stomach will be feeling spicy until i eat smth else warm or a proper meal.. sianz

whole day was feeling kinda tired.. then that ah liaw, lk to choose last min then come and look for us. after i came back from an almost 45mins break, soon after he came le. then ask us if his demo is working and stuff, then is so obvious is his demo's database gt prob lo.. then he sit at drew's seat until 545 then i think he couldnt solve on the spot so he ask me send him the error then he go check it out, he is nice la.. but he always nv give himself enough time.. well.. nt first time la.. hehe...

today, i went for 1 and a half hrs brunch and an almost 45min break.. so satisfiying.. =)

reach hm arnd 7pm then mum say to dinner with bro after his tuition. then he finish at 9 ma so i gt nth to do, cant bathe first also, or else go downstairs all dirty then come back again.. dun waste water. wahaha...

anyway, i off track le.. *clears throat

okie.. so i decided to watch some anime, i watched abt 2-3eps of Shingetsutan Tsukihime.. nice man.. the story is now at a exciting level finish soon. 12eps only wat, wat u expect. hehe.. but i really want to see if anywhere is Singapore is selling their DVD. it has gt nice cover and storyline..

and i just rmb abt a figurine i saw at Absoulte Comic at Parco that day.. they were selling Natsume Maya from Tenjho Tenge.. i didnt find out the price but that is definitely someone i would wanna own..

u might think is weird, how come a gal wants a female character.. but then again, i can tell u, she is one of the most beautiful female character i seen so far and she has gt charisma la..

oops! i off track again..

oh then after that at arnd 9, i went down to meet him and mum to dinner... then mum ask me wat i want, so i told her i want chicken satay and minced pork noodles with little chilli. sedap!

but then very soon, she came back and say no more of both.. sad sia. so i say change to fried kway teow and fish soup with rice. then she say no more fried kway teow.. so i said order fish soup and fried oyster.. still sedap! i think all the food no more becoz too late go down le.. that's y.. sianz..

then my bro didnt finish his food so i finish it for him lo.. i think i can finish alot of ppl's food.

then he ah.. i think stomach gt worms lo.. he say he wanna eat pao.. now here comes the joke..
we went 7-eleven look for char siew pao.. dun catch it? look at conversation

me: u sure u wanna eat pao? u didnt even finish ur dinner... stomach gt worms ar?
him: no la.. i suddenly feel lk eating can..
me: can~~ go ahead lo.. let's go cheers
him: cheers nv sell pao le
me: let's go 7-eleven then~!

(we had reach 7-eleven)

me: ok hurry up choose...
him: dun have char siew pao leh..
me: *pointing to the labels and looking into the tray. they still have vegetable pao, chicken pao, yam pao.. mmm.. dun have char siew pao alr.. sell finish le la..
him: no, is they dun have char siew pao
me: i noe, sell finish le wat.
him: they nv stick the label
me: oh ya hor.. ya..
him: alamak! it's halal la, that's y no char siew pao
me: alamak, ya hor -.-
us: laugh lk mad

can u imagine the both of us so hilarious.. my goodness. total madness..

then when we reach hm, i was eating durian puff. after awhile, my dad called. he said he needed help. i asked, wat help he needed. he said he needed someone to look after the van.

him: where mum?
me: bathing
him: where sean?
me: fixing gundam
him: then who free?
me: me lo.. who else -.-, i come down now

so i looked after his van.. dun think i stone there hor, i help him shift out the heavy cartons so that he can carry them easier.. wahaha... i'm as strong as a tree(normally, dun kids lk to say this.. i find that it's lame -.-, well they are kids)

then mum called to say bring 2boxes over to grandma then i ask my dad

me: ltr reach her place then no one look after van for u how?
him: ya hor
me: i go with u lo!
him: *smiles

i really hadnt been on a car ride with him for very long le.. so happy leh.. soon, we reached grandma's place.. coz also at bishan wat... dad went up then grandma came out to see. she on 2nd floor i at the carpark.

me: *saw her and waved frantically
her: *didnt wave back
me: *wave somemore
her: sharon ar?!
me: ya
her: oh.. so dark and i long sighted so cant see who la.. haha..
me: oh.. nvm...
(whole conversation in dialect.. wahaha...)

grandma's voice is naturally loud lk mine so we definitely attracted alot attention. well, she looked after me since young, i do look lk her in many ways, e.g. equally rough, loud, loves to eat bread and potato.. wahaha...

after all, i attract attention probably of my dressing. i'm wearing a tank top, shorts, slippers standing beside a van.. wahaha..

enjoyable day, except for during fyp period la.. so boring leh.. lk wasting my life.. alr lk no life le hor then still lk that.. sianz.. tml is another day..

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

was having flu since ytd.. feel so drowsy and lethargic to move in the morning.. so didnt go japanese class.

then woke up arnd 1plus then mum bought lunch and asked if i wanted to go temple with them.. but then i was feeling quite ok, so i went with them.. partly also becoz i was sick in the morning and didnt go kinokuniya.. so tot if follow, i can go bugis' kinokuniya to get my stuff..

so actually wanna take 56 down to temple de.. but then when we went out, raining le so we took cab down. then we finish everything lk less then 20mins.. then we headed to OG.. mum say gt sale.. we dun buy clothes from OG. only bags coz they carry nike, adidas, levis bags there, lingerie.. wahaha.., and gundam model kits. wahaha.. buy from there, cheaper.. coz they always have discounts.. so i bought alot of stuff of course, tog with my bro.. mum said wanted to get jeans, then levis sale, but dun have the size she want, either too small or too big..

so end up, i bought the most stuff.. haha.. then headed to bugis kinokuniya after dinner.. i had grilled fish spaghetti for dinner.. yums.. though the sauce is mushroom soup.

the kinokuniya in parco is really damn freaking small lo.. dun have the mag i want, dun have the comics i want.. so i was thinking to go takashimaya.. then ask if my mum and bro want to follow, mum is anything de. is bro say too tired la and stuff.. so end up, i went to takashimaya by myself..

since we at bugis then we need to change train wat. so i will be acc my mum till interchange.. situation was funny..

me: i will be alighting at raffles place.. *i was blur abt the tracks at the moment.
her: ok, i will be alighting first.. u be careful ar..
me: ok.
(while in the train towards city hall)
me: oh.. i suddenly realized, i will be alighting at city hall la, same as u..
her: oh ya hor..
me: how come i blur u also blur, somemore agree with me...
her: haha.. i old ma. u nt leh..
me: -.- that's nt the point.., nvm

i alighted at orchard while they carry on the journey towards bishan. i kinda walk very fast coz i alr noe where i'm heading.. then soon i was at my destination. bravo.. took less then 10mins..

i went to the japanese section and search for the magazine first. yes! they have it.. Animage with the BLOOD + cover.. looked at the price. only to realized that price varies monthly. this time was 15.80, slightly more ex than the prev. well, i'll still get it. then went to search for absolute boyfriend.. couldnt find it on the shelf.. so went to the japanese counter to ask.. the lady said NO MORE STOCK! i was lk jaw dropped... how come suddenly everywhere no stock.. coz this manga out very long le.. y i start reading then everywhere no stock.. sob.. she also say nt sure when stock coming.. but the comics connection i asked on sat said stock will come on thurs.. so can only wait lo..

then shop arnd kinokuniya.. nt satisfied with today's shopping, then i saw smth that i've been searching for long. it's the fushigi yuugi artbook.. wahaha.. nt the genbu one, is suzaku one.. the ones with tamahome and hotohori.. wahaha.. then tot wanna buy but look at the price, immediately pengz.. 54bucks++ -.-

put it back, decided to buy another when mum is richer, and when she is arnd so can call her friend down to give discount. hehe.. my kanpeki plan..

*kanpeki = perfect

so continue walking arnd the manga section and found the honey x honey drops manga.. omg! so excited.. coz i read comments abt the manga is interesting. so i went to check it out.. and end up buying vol 1 & 2 of honey x honey drops.. absolute boyfriend will have to wait till weekends. yea! ureshii~

i finish shopping at arnd 820.. then wanted to go hm le.. so headed straight to the mrt station.. some guy stop me, i think he wanna ask me sign up for some credit card.. hahah.. i look rich meh? wahaha.. anyway, i smiled and reject. decided to go marina bay then bounce back. so when i entered the train, immediately gt seats le. wahaha.. lucky. then i i sat thru out la.. when i reach marina bay then i shift to the seat near the glass panel.. then when at raffles place, i witness smth hilarious.. may nt be as funny in words.. u guys can get met to demo.. wahaha...

sitting opp me was an 70yrs old uncle, 60yrs old auntie, an indian foreign worker.
auntie reading newspaper. auntie close paper, fold it into smth lk that normal folded papers. then rite, she put it at her side.. at first i tot she wanna just put it at the side coz she probably doesnt wanna hold it until her fingers turn black.

then her actions getting big and obvious i saw her using the paper and poking at the indian's thigh.. i was lk shocked la.. i mean i was thinking didnt the auntie realized that she is poking the indian. then i watch on.. only to realize that the indian guy's butt is near her butt.. then she nt happy.. then she poke him so hard and he realized and she gave him death stare.. looking up from where her butt is and stare at him..

he catch her msg. and shifted abit.. but u noe la, train limited space. so how far can he go..

haiz.. i'm tired of telling the story.. look for me if u wanna noe... =)

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

i cleared gakuen heaven.. only 13eps.. so very fast la... story is good. haha.. only abit gay..
well.. i will.. recommend..

then alr lk half the day gone when i woke up at 1plus.. so ate lunch and watch gakuen heaven.. then outside heavy rain until abt 5plus 6 lk that. so mum cooked dinner.. wah.. i miss her cooking can.. though is just simple fare, though is just canned food, though is just simple soup.. but is damn delicious.. hehe...

*if she see this post, i think she will be very happy.. wahaha..

then after dinner, was slacking in the living room listening to forever acoustic.. a series of oldies.. damn nice la.. i like.. then i tot mayb i wanna go comics connection to buy my absolute boyfriend vol 5 & 6. then i wanna go coffee bean, read and slack and drink chocolate.. i actually wanna go alone, but then decided to ask my mum and bro.. my mum say anything, bro say dun wan.. then my mum say he stay at hm lo. i damn happy, so no one will interrupt me.. wahaha..

then when getting ready wanna go off le, he suddenly say he wanna follow, i was lk -.- u said u didnt wanna go.. so wat isit now... then he said it's boring to stay at hm.. then i was telling him lo

me: u not a man lo.. nv keep ur words
he: *give me that look, i like wat..

so no choice, dun wanna fight with him.. so went together..

J8 is lk so jammed packed la.. so many ppl lo.. then for the first time, i see comics connection packed with ppl. and all so happen to be looking at mangas.. so i managed to get thru and look for my manga.. then i find, NO MORE! damn sad-ed.. so very sad lo.. went popular to see.. they have vol 5! but in english... i dun wan. i wan mandarin one, at least look more original..

so very sad-ed, depressed.. then bro is lk going ga-ga over the consoles at the game store.. then i told my mum say how abt we go slack at coffeebean first while waiting for him.. so we went off.. reach coffeebean, so packed can.. then totally no place lo.. but i saw there is this grp of sch gals, 3person, 3 bags take up 3 tables and 6 chairs.. wth can... so went to walk arnd instead.. so see accessories, giordano, shoes, then bro called. so we went to meet him.. then go and see if gt seats at coffeebean, still no seats.. then my bro gave a irritating remark..

him: wat u all wanna eat here?
me: drink chocolate only..
him: like that will full meh..
me: i'm here to slack nt to fill stomach
him: i dun wan here..
me: then where u wan?
him: mac..
me: wat! mac again.. u nt tired of it ar?
him: no.

lk wat only lo.. he monsterous.. he always nv finish dinner.. but come to fast food, tidbits and cold drinks, he can finish everything.. so we went mac, i ate fries with McFlurry.. nice.. and my bro so blur can.. when he go order then came back, he told us he nearly ordered wrongly..

our order:
1 McFlurry
1 Medium fries
1 Ice Milo
1 McDippers Meal

his order:
1 McFlurry
1 McDippers Meal
2 Coke
2 Medium Fries

when i heard, i was lk OMG! luckily he corrected it, or else we will be eating lk mad.. after eating, we went hm.. then i bathe and stuff, nth to do so i watch anime lo.. continued my Shingetsutan Tsukihime.. the anime needs alot of understanding.. but it's cool. i love the songs.

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

i asked kenneth to make me another 2 wallpaper of saiunkoku monogatari.. i think 2nd nicer lo.. but both also nice... thks kenneth!!!

http://trashedbox.tripod.com/Saiunkoku2.jpg
http://trashedbox.tripod.com/Saiunkoku.jpg

then i ask him edit some ppl out..
http://trashedbox.tripod.com/Saiunkoku3.jpg

actually edited alot of stuff but then nvm la.. put everything then very confused and blur also

nth to do le.. the error of the project is due to the computer.. ao i tot wanna go watch manga. but then the manga website lag lo.. sianz.. now dunno wat to do le.. and peishan is taking so long to send me the lovely samsoon song...

today actually gonna meet sec sch frenz but then due to some problems with my eye and the contacts so i dint go and meet them..

*sorry guys.. i'm really sorry.. hope that we can meet up some other time again.. =)

so after fyp i decided to leave first then peishan followed.. i was lk feeling very emo.. partly the eye then partly the rain.. didnt really tok much.. most of the time is peishan toking then i only nod abit. i feel very tired to tok, didnt wanna tok at all..

took 13 then alighted at my place, walk towards the hawker center to buy my fave porridge.. then i tok the uncle that i want chicken porridge he cooked wrong and start adding pork.. so i quickly corrected him.. i dunno y he will make a mistake la.. chicken porridge and pork porridge sound very diffin mandarin. well, anyways, i lk my porridge plain. so i say i only want spring onion dun wan doughsticks and fried onion.. then uncle ask in mandarin

uncle: is that all?
me: ya
uncle: who is eating?
me: me
uncle: oh.. u shld add other stuff too.. it'll taste better
me: *smiles

uncle so nice la.. but i eat lk that can le.. typing all these had made me wanna eat his porridge.. haiz.. cravings..

then i stayed up till abt 2plus 3 plus lk that and watch anime.. watched this anime gakuen heaven.. omg! i must say.. i didnt noe it's yaoi until i watch till the end. ok la.. nt very yaoi but madness.. wahaha.. storyline is good but if replace with a female character as the main.. it would be better..

actually is can watch la.. it's nice.. the start of the episode is very misleading.. wahaha...

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

wat i wore today, i had received alot of comments.. i've given a conclusion. i shall be myself.. and wear whatever i like.. though if mismatch, it doesnt matter.. i am what i want to be..

thanks nas, xy, cher, merv, keying, mum for their comments..

this is wat kenneth did for me.. wahaha.. i ask him to :
http://trashedbox.tripod.com/ouran.jpg

gotta stop manga-ing le.. ah liaw had just msg me and telling all teh .NET students that he gonna test us on ILOG next week. which means, i only have today and tml to do all my work.. shit la.. haiz...

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

today is yet another day of boring FYP.. ms loh is back.. but she is nt my supervisor. my supervisor coming back tml.. in any case, i am still at fushigi yuugi manga and vol 3 now.. proceeding well ah liaw starting to ask us do the labs le.. normally he dun monitor de.. but now... time has changed. sorry to reject peishan and nt able to accompany her to J8. coz once i go out, i need to spend money and get smth.. moreover, i alr went J8 on monday and bought 10bucks of manga.. sounds alot but actually only 2vols. if i go again today, sure itchy hands must buy the rest.. if i buy, this whole week eat grass lo.. now at fushigi yuugi manga vol3.. then the website refuses to let me see the manga.. nt working like that lo.. sianz..my only source.. let's go read some others.

after awhile the thing was up again.. so read abit before i left for hm..

reach hm arnd 7 to catch the hk drama. then was eating my dinner promptly packed by my grandma(it's her cooking alright..) she packed so much food sia.. cant finish leh.. i ate 2 fried eggs, potato soup and vege with fish cake.. omg! was satisfying meal..

heard from my mum that the prev night's food, where we had deep fried fish , grandma scalded her hand from doing that.. and my mum said she fried the fish becoz grandma said i like to eat and i felt bad after hearing that. i felt lk crying. i just feel that i wasnt a good enough granddaughter and i dun wan to trouble her and now she injure herself.. i feel bad abt it..

watched jin san shun before i slept.. inside the episode, feature smth written by a famous poet i suppose.. it says:

"Love like you have never been hurt before"
"Singing like no one is listening"
"Dancing like no one is seeing"

the phrases kinda interesting and somehow touch my heart.. i have my own interpretation for the phrases but i dunno if all will agree or was the phrases suppose to mean like that, therefore i nt gonna write wat i feel here.

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

reading fushigi yuugi manga online now.. finish 1vol still gt 18vols more to go.. manga very fast one la. becoz now is online procedure longer; like have to click on a button before next page appears and have to scroll coz picture too big.. but if read real manga, fingers flip flip, awhile only finish the vol le..

i'm good at chioning manga and animes... yaahoo!

so many more mangas and animes waiting for me to watch.. excited.. so let's start from basic

A: ai shang duo jin xiao shuai ge
B: fushigi yuugi
F: fu jia nu 120%
G: gao bai ju le bu
K: kuai gan zhi ling, ke yi ai ni ma

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

6th day of FYP, i some sort sped up a little.. anyways, back to blogging.

surprised that drew is early today and i met him at the bus stop. i brought my cushion, sweets and exco booklets today.

some BI guy in the same lab as me brought his fren in and they laughed so hard until my bag drop.. wtf.. i hate it man.. i hate all of them.. irritating faces.

and the usual stuff today.. nth to do, supervisor nt back and alot of things dunno.

accompanied peishan to shopping arcade to buy cushion. she stared a the cushions awhile then i asked her
me: "dun wanna buy?"
she: "i want. but i cant reach."
me: "which one u want?" * reaches to grab the one for her. it was at the highest shelf.
both: *laughs

then i make fun of her. i ask her to grab one by herself. she tried and hardly reach. a malay salesgirl happen to pass by and she asked if peishan needed help..
me: *laughs very hard

i was thinking, even if peishan i can reach it for her wat.. so interesting pple rite?

well, it was nice of her to offer her help. thks alot. there are still kind souls arnd.

after fyp, accompanied merv to the basketball court. saw the xav and kah yip and the juniors. then spoke to kah yip and xav abit. then they as me where i going i say i going J8 buy manga. then xav ask who i going with then i say alone la.. then he say how come nobody accompany. i told him that it's alright. i've even went to orchard alone before so J8 is no big deal. then he say wanna accompany.

but u guys noe him la.. his pattern, i think basketball more impt. and i dun wanna trouble anyone coz i felt lk being alone. thks for offering your company... will miss ya la and make sandwich for u some other day.

so i set off to J8 with aini in the same train. then i went straight to comics connection and bought 2 vols of zettai kareshi. 10bucks leh.. well still gt 3 more to go. after that went to the neoprint shop and accomapanied angel. she talk alot crap sia. nonsense woman...

then went back, and met mum, go pack dinner though i alr bought french bread(baguette*)
* dunno how to spell
but still she bought fried carrot cake, fried kway teow and we went confectionary shop and bought durian puff, egg tarts, brownie.. omg! i bought so much stuff. well, it's my mum who bought it so.. heez... =)

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

i went kinokuniya today. bought a new manga. called absolute boyfriend. very nice and funny. interesting. i wish i had a boyfriend like him. wahaha...

actual fact, i'm nt keen in having a bf and it's true. i find it a hassle to have a bf, waste money, waste time, waste effort. it's expensive to have bf. i was telling my mum that day that if i cant get married by age of 30, i decided to be nun. wahaha..

i noe somethings u dun put effort to try and go for it, dun expect anything to happen la. but well, i dun wan to go thru these stuff again. though i dint try expressing ones feeling to another. but i feel that i will just wont be able to do it or go thru with it.

i'm still a traditional gal i guess, i'll be waiting. therefore, nth will happen. haiz.. dun wan to try to do anything. it makes me feel sick. i wanna enjoy my life to the fullest and pamper only myself. i'm a selfish person.

perphaps i wld only get married or have kids for the sake of my grandparents and parents, only want them to be happy and that they will be able to see me happy before they continue the next stage of their life.

i think i'm really selfish...

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

in the morning went to attend an appt. then afternoon didnt go back school. was so tired that after appt i went back and slept till 3plus then went out with family for dinner and then walked to J8. then shop for cushion.

i bought a red apple cushion at seiyu for 10bucks. then ate haagen diaz ice cream. my fave combo: chocolate chocolate chip with almond flakes toppings. nice. then while eating then walk arnd lo.. after eating, went seiyu levis with mum. coz bro still eating then dad and bro wait outside. i bought a new levis tee. very nice is velvet and solid stars.. i like. it cost 40bucks. haiz.. i'm spending money again..

i wanna spree, i wish i was rich. i wish i can sing well. i wish to be a anime seiyuu. i wish to be a band's vocalist.

all are dreams and impossible.. well.. that's at least wat i think. sianz.. life is boring. nt a little fun.. i wanna pamper myself more... =)

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

"Drawing is one thing i cannot do in my life. But the least i can do now is to appreciate it."
-sharon-

was talking abt me buying anime magazines. he say is waste of money. but it's nt just magzines i buy, i love the artbooks too.. so that is wat i said to him which i find it profound. he ask me to draw my own manga characters, well, i told him i prefer to appreciate than draw them.

today at 4pm there are visitors coming, sianz.. have to stay in lab. wahaha...

time check: 0932
what am i doing: listening to drew's laughter while concentrating to trying to listen to my songs...

time check: 1500
what am i doing: eating nuggets and toast kaya bread and irritating the guy who is selling cushions

this what i do when i'm bored...

Your Fashion Style is Classic

You like what's stood the test of time... Simple, well styled clothes that don't scream trendy You stay updated and modern, but your clothes stay in style for a while You wouldn't be caught in animal prints, fake fur, or super bright colors

What's Your Fashion Style?

You Are a Good Girl

You are 70% Good and 30% Bad Generally speaking, you're a very good girl. (But you don't have us totally fooled!)

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

You Can Hang With the Guys and the Girls

You've struck a good balance between girlie and laid back. You can keep it casual but when you dress up, you are as girly as the next girl.

How Girlie Are You?

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

wanted to search abt pluto but then ended up on roman goddess. read abt it. and then found it very interesting. i decided to search for meaning of my name.

Sharon (שָׁרוֹן, Standard Hebrew Šaron, Tiberian Hebrew Šārôn) is the female (or, less frequently, male) name which can be spelt with one "r" or two (Sharron). It also refers to several places in the world: From an Old Testament place name meaning "forest" in Hebrew, referring to a fertile plain near the coast of Israel. This is also the name of a type of flowering shrub, the rose of Sharon.

interesting rite? go search your name too...

P.S. i'm too bored, that's y.

we set off from school at 630(i think) then reach bugis abt 7plus.. why? becoz we were lost when we set off from school. so we called our fathers, xinyi's dad, cher's dad, my dad and ask for directions. well managed to reach after some confusion. well then it's to the finding of parking space. eileen shui drove us!

went out to bugis with cher, izumi, peishan, xinyi, eileen shui, drew, kia fang, stef, nat, xavier and renli. actually, main aim is to accompany izumi and bring her arnd. but end up is we eat and talk and become like abit neglect her.. well.. shop arnd then brought to food court to eat. then she only ate takopachi.. asked her why, she said nt feeling well. so cher brought her to walk arnd and left the rest of us. so we ate and i left arnd 9pm.

went hm and watched jin san shun. so funny can. when she and her boss fight, so violent and funny, her one kick send her boss on the floor and nose bleed. wahaha.. funny show la..

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

hi ppl, welcome again. i'm updating again.

today is FYP Day 3. haiz.. computers cloned, programs installed and ready to start work anytime. though ready, but cant be bothered to do any work yet. i wanna get my wallpaper up.

vincent! where u?

btw, i realize that i'm really gonna code in C#. sianz.. but just looked thru and realized that it is similiar to java in a way. so shld be can ba. though ah liaw say can change from VB to C# but then the example given all is in C#.. -.-

and morning was hell, dunno wat on earth happen, a slip of my hands, the contact lenses case drop into the toilet bowl.. so have to throw away and open new pair. like wth. coz i just changed on sat. shit. waste of money..

sometimes i really hate myself...

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

f*** leh. i type so much and alot of things le yet the freaking system say please login before posting. which i alr did. so now i have to retype again.. wtf..

2nd Day of FYP.. finally roughly now wat to do le.. the liaw very nice today, roughly went thru all the basics of ILOg. though is really abit, the way he tok made it as if it's very long.. haiz.. i listen till wanna sleep liao.. i heard that i may have to use C# for my proj and my proj is a 2 person proj, so most likely is doing with drew. well, dunno to be happy or sad. =) or =(

went breakfast after that and then had it with many ppl... too many to be mention.. i must now beware of peishan and her camera, coz she say i'm now her interesting item and she will try to take photo of me when i do stupid things. it's nt stupid lo, it's just thatvery weird from others ba..

now, blogging, trying to understand the ILOG stuff and wanted to watch anime but too many lecturers walking arnd. so cant le.. sad.. nvm, luckily i brought my chinese book to read. so in case tired of my work can still read.

ltr gt training for napfa, asked yarny in the morning. she say to still go for it even if tried and had a pass already. so i think that since today i brought my stuff then go lo.. gt xinyi and cher and even drew going.. and anyway, i also pass le so actually do well or nt doesnt matter

my lab hor, gt these few freakign guys that are acting so yaya.. irritates me leh.. then hor, they tok lk maciam they very big here.. wtf man. we dun welcome u. dun lk them la.. stupid.

they even try to take mine and drew's seats. if they ever take, i will fight back for it.. fight till i die!

P.S. I FOUND MY EZLINK CARD. thks vincent for recognizing my face and told me he found it.. many thks =)

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

1st day in FYP... so messy messy.. haven clone computers la, dun hav the softwares we need la, dun have this dun have that... all nt ready then we now in lab also dunno wat to do.. so let's stone..

celebrated nas' birthday today.. haiz.. a bit nt successful la. wahaha..
*nas, i dun owe u a kiss...

i guess i will be updating my blog more often.. coz i will side track from my work.. heez.. so ppl, u all can visit my blog more often liao..

P.S. went to long john to eat. on the way there at yck mrt station, guess wat peishan did? she took her admin card and kept tapping at the ezlink card sensor

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

today went out with nat, cher, kia fang, xinyi to slack and waste our hols or rather make use of our last 2 days of hols. fyp gonna start soon..

some pictures to enjoy!





















me and my ramen


me and kia fang





arigatou.. atashi wa utate

happy teachers' day! i love all my teachers..

happy birthday to kailin!! i love u too...

today was the new excos' training. they are not as strong as they look. all physically weak. pple ar!! nt enuf exercise hor.. so weak, keep asking for breaks and wat "10secs adjustments".

we dun have these shits when it's our time. seniors will probably ask us to adjust dunno wat la.. where gt so good de.. drink lesser water le hor.. dun complain so much. complain too much ltr become old man old woman.

somemore, you all must learn to think out of the box. some groups i would lk to talk abt. coz they are really funny and cute all in same package. wahaha..

woon sheng and zaty: they look really stone-ed. kept staring at the string and lk maciam using eye power to get the string off. then they really like meditating.. wahaha..

chuan lim and yew king: they like dancing sia. nt just any dance, like int'l dance. they gt turn, hands behind la etc.. lk dance moves lk that..

funny grp of ppl.. gt dancers, pastisser(dunno how to spell) and want to buy diamond ring at age of 21 is their goal etc.. funny stuff comes out. =)

anyways, just good luck and all the best to u guys. the journey ahead is nt easy. so work hard.

my dear admins: jia you! ganbatte! dun let me down.. haha.. feel the stress.. =)

arigatou.. atashi wa utate