yeah!!! it's finally Xtreme Venture it's the 1st event that is being organize by us, the OGLs... the whole event was great.. but 1 thing, dunn whether to be happy anot... i'm in the same station as drew.. shld i call it sianz or juz it's good coz i nknow him then easier to chat, not lk stone down there... somehow, our station is lk some beggar sect gt place only will hang arnd.. haha.. coz raining la then our original plan kanna ruin liao.. so sad so hav to change plan lo... but overall is fun la.. but our station's game lk no kick leh... compare to JY's station and wee yong's station, ours is boring.. JY station is to balance some pail and water thingy.. can see pple wet and having fun.. as for wee yong's station, is ask the freshies to act out some video clip and i tink it can be fun as we'll be laughing our heads off... haiz... but watever station we posted to, we hav to do our best.. so yeah!!!

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yippee!!! went shopping today.. though didnt go very far(coz wake up quite late.. hehe..) but still bought alot of stuff. i bought a yellow top from esprit, yellow shorts and orange purse from 37 degrees... bought shaman king vcd and saiyuki reload vcd. yeah!! so happy.. yeah!! went to eat at swensen's. had cray fish pasta. yum yum... that's all lo.. though the stuff i bought quite little but quite satisfied..

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gt my uncle's fren to fix my com and he finally managed to fix this lousy com... yeah!! 3 cheers for him. haha... can finally reinstall the MSN ver 7. yeah!! so fun and happy.. after so long, can finally use my com to access proper msn again.. yippie!!!
after the com repairing part, gt to eat pizza.. super delicious.. ate pizza and msn at the same time.. so heavenly.. tml is the last day of Great Singapore Sale(GSS) liao.. haven shop for anything since the sale start.. also dunno wat i hav been doing the whole month.. so i muz make sure i make a point to go shopping tml with my mum and buy smth..

i wanna go Mango, Esprit, DKNY, LEVI'S ... wanna shop for new shoes, jeans, skirt, top and all sorts.. haha.. await for tml to arrive.

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actually going to watch initial d today one.. but hor, they choose yishun leh.. but i dun lk.. it seems that they choose yishun coz it's near their place. dunno isit i thinking too much also leh.. so went with them still. reach liao then ask abt the seatings first.. 4pm one left front 5 rows, too near. then they ask for 440pm. i dunno so late.. partly i tink coz i very tired liao.. tired from all the things, tired from having to lk entertaining everybody abt everything. ask me why? i also dunno... i tink it cant be explained at all.

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i wanna scream!!!! super cant tahan.... told my freshies that rmb to sign up at the xtreme venture booth.. but i tink they muz be very irritated that i keep pestering them to take part.. haha..but really interesting wat, so join lo... hehe... yeah!!! someday for me.. haha... i'm so bored.. and the sch com, somehow does nt allow me to tag on ngan kai's blog... haiz.. but anyway, stop calling me auntie pple.. wearing glasses does not mean auntie.. wear glasses also wrong meh? wat's everybody's problem.. lk this also cannot then lk that also cannot... i do and wear wat i lk.. dun need pple to comment on how i look lk or whatever.. so stop commenting on me... i dun lk.. how u pple will feel if someone else comment on ur dressing and then ltr laugh at u insult u or whatever.. so irritating lo.. STOP IT!!!

yeah!! i'm so happy today also... it's IT 0415's 1st anniversary.. yeah!! on this very day on 2004, it's the 1st time we met each other.... everyone was quiet and didnt talk much... only rmb 1 person... and only one.. it was..... NIZAM. what made him so memorable is the fragrant that he emits... haha.. then that's lk almost the only thing that rmb on the 1st day.. also nt forgetting NASREEN she is the 1st person who actually spoke to me.. i'm so shy to talk to anyone.. thks to her that i gt a fren.. so happy!! wanna thank her and kiss her.. haha.. what a memorable one year~~!!!!!!!

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yeah!!! today i went back early but still gt smth on so didnt make it for the trial run. sorry to xtreme venture pple.. i didnt mean to miss the trial run.. sorry.. watched charmed today and also the channel u superstar.. haha, lk cant decide to watch which one.. haha so everything watch half half...

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today is also a long day. first nizam say meet at proj rm at 11 but he ended up nv appear.. ainee who was suppose to take charge was late. so we slack at mac instead and ainee came after awhile and we discuss our proj.... nizam nv appear so he owe us lunch(that was wat he said in th msg) so we waited for our lunch..but we are very considerate pple.. we noe that one mac meal coz alot so instead, we juz ask for hot fudge sundae.. and.. yeah!!! we got it.. haha.. thks nizam.. u r so nice.

had our it1204 quiz today.. except for the nested for loop which i dunno, others was considered average lo.. so think can make it la.. haha.. say only la.. also nv do also

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haiz.. today is a long day.. gt nite class today.. but sue say the seniors wanna hold a meeting for phat nite to discuss abt smth major.. so we tot if the meeting start at 6pm, we can still make it for the nite lecture.. but the whole meeting kept dragging abt the budget and pub stuff which obviously i cant get away from... so actually stayed for the whole meeting and missed my nite lecture.. so stupid rite, lecture is more impt and i didnt go yet stayed for the meeting due to responsibilities... sometimes will tell myself say nt to stay but end up still stay.. i must have gone mad..

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it's andrew's birthday!!! happy birthday to him.. hope that he would be happy to see this.. he always say that my posts didnt mention abt him. so this post is especially for him...

to andrew: are u happy now?

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last friday was ok.. basically, wee yong, who owe one 1 chocolate sundae had returned the sundae but unlike alex, who only owe 2 lollipops which cost less then a dollar hasn't return.. u see, how could there be someone lk that.. haiz...

P.S this post is for alex.. plz read....

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today is Jes' birthday! Happy Birhtday jes! Wish u all the best..
had lesson at 9am. but still gt pple come in late. dun y also.. haha... discuss abit abt project and hten the rest of the time is laughing all the way..
OOAD is difficult, first time use the rational rose. a bit blur and also nt very good in the ooad stuff.. haha...
meeting kailing and angel at bishan at 230. though was late(becoz pay gab the present money then took quite long abt the wrapping, we were lk critizing pple's wrapping).. met them arnd 250 or so.. had lunch with them and showed them some of the photos we took in poly.. and guess what? they say wee yong is cute.. haha.. haha.. no offence to him.
anyway was chatting and deciding where to go ltr, then my phone rang, it was nas. she say they need the pub stuff to make some amendments b4 handing up. and i was lk, i'm already in bishan and u all nv say earlier and smth lk that. so bo bian, went back to yck to give the thumbdrive lo. nt very pleasant that i left my fren and leave for sch again. b4 that , was still telling wee yong that he owe me chocolate sundae and he even say i hav to get back to sch in order to claim my sundae but i said i didnt wan. who would hav expected that i hav to really go back to sch for proposal.. so sick rite... crazy day and lame day for me, due to all the travelling.

and.. to wee yong: u still owe me a chocolate sundae, dun forget.
to alex: still owe me 2 coke flavoured lollipop. dun forget also...

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i'm so tired... i came to sch in 8am today coz gt DBMS lesson. then after that hav to print a lot of prac stuff and realize that i've finish all my quota.. haiz.. sianz.. then so many pple also printing at the same time so waited quite long for my turn.. so sick.. i tink sch shld hav more printers.. haha then mayb can increase our quota. haha.. tink only la.. hehe..

haiz ltr in the day gt xtreme vernture trial run, went to take a look at the routes and brief abt the games.. i tink quite tiring for the freshies...

then is the pub stuff for phat nite, first they wan a few designs then my designers worked so hard to actually come out with so many designs for the tee then after that, their conclusion is to actually wan 1 designs for all and personalize if needed.. sianz.. lk suddenly so many to do..

and.. To Alex: U owe me 2 coke flavour lollipop.. dun forget ok.. will pester till u rmb.

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haiz... so sianz.. another day of study. very bored and i dun understand a single thing. but luckily, my 1204 tutor very nice, lend me his book to copy the codes but of course gt explain then finally understand. so happy. but gab, ngan kai they all very bad lo.. go orchard buy present nv wait for us and go... so bad.... haiz.. tml gt the Xtreme Venture trial run and briefing. so must go leh.. tml actually wanna go out with kailing but i busy.. so sad.. haiz.. then mzybe friday lo.. sianz...

haiz.. now must write smth that mayb make u all bored.. andrew ask me write one.. sianz...
he didnt go for FBodz audition.. coz he think he cant committ.. boring rite.. haha

andrew dun angry ok? hehe...

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was late for sch today coz spent too much time in the toilet.. then walk quickly to bus stop but waited for a while then the bus keep nv come. so tot of getting a cab, but juz when i gt a cab, the bus 13 appeared from afar. so took the bus to save money.. haha.. if i knew, i shld hav took the cab in order not to be late. reach sch at 915.. tap card but dun think that works... end up, didnt go class also. went lvl 5 to msn and check email. juz settle down only, adam came. after awhile, he ask if interested in breakfast so tot since i haven ate, shall go for breakfast. somewhat, the pple who go for breakfast are those who were late. me late for 15 mins, adam late for 20 mins and nas late for 45 mins. haha.. very funny.

rushed for proposal since 4plus and very hectic coz keep can find error. handed in late but hopefully, gt fewer errors. but the moment art read it, he straight away spotted one. so quite sad lo. then hopefully, tml can hand up all the designs to seniors and get it approved asap.

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---Morning---
yesterday already cant slp liao and yet my stupid brother in the next room keep making alot of noise... when over to ask him shut up and yet he still cry.. i mean wth??!! stupid now in class nt paying attention also. then that stupid ngan kai, call me auntie in his blog... this stupid guy, when u walk, better be careful. haha...

---Afternoon---
anyway, handed the designs to the seniors, very sucky, all gt prob, cant even confirm one. sianz.... have to keep edit and edit and edit... tired liao la... still gt t-shirt designs haven do yet.. very tired liao...

---Evening---
i'm so pissed... how can one person noe another and dun even bother to say a hi or wat. even aquaintances do that but yet there is actually someone who can be so idiotic. i mean, how isit even possible. real pissed. and shall FORGET abt it. cant take it anymore. let's think straight... i shall forget everything that has happen in the pass few days, weeks, months. i'm done with it!! that's it. want things to be lk that rite, then it shall be.........

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didnt get to see...
lost in transition...
hate my life...
cant be any worser...
stupid idiot me...
stupid idiot him...
stupid idiot her...
stupid idiot you...

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sometimes i juz think that pple are so cruel... y do some of the pple act lk that? i mean if u noe someone, u would actually say hi.. even though it is ur most hated person, u wont lk purposely ignore unless u are the really bold and dun care type... so i really dunno y pple wanna act lk that.. nas, u will noe y i feel tis way. i hate this kind of feeling. it's the attitude that pissed me off. so shitty. i hate it.. hate the whole thing but dun hate the person(that's wat i wanna tell myself). i hate myself for being lk this... y wanna act idiot when pple didnt even say anything.. nas, i'm going crazy soon!!!

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sometimes i ask myself tis qns... y do i throw myself in this deep shit? today is yet another stressing day.. i dun understand y comm flow can be so bad.. isit my fault? i really dunno. though i noe that i haven done enuf, but i'm trying very hard to actually make up to wat i cant do... it feels lk i cant get wat i wan always.. some pple(obviously nt the most hated person) juz didnt talk to me... have i done smth wrong? i feel lost and sad. i'm sorry to nas and aini. i wanna lk them noe that i appreciate wat they try to do, help me cheer up and de-stress. sorry i gave that face but i didnt wan to. it's juz that the fustration and heat gets up all the way to my brain and i cant do anything abt it. i dunno y do i show that face so easily.. i dun wanna lk that happen but it juz happen. i'm feeling terrible... i'm mentally and physically tired... i feel lk crying out all my problems knowing that it doesnt help at all. i dunno wat to do.. i'm confused. save me, angel

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