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Friday, June 03, 2005

sometimes i ask myself tis qns... y do i throw myself in this deep shit? today is yet another stressing day.. i dun understand y comm flow can be so bad.. isit my fault? i really dunno. though i noe that i haven done enuf, but i'm trying very hard to actually make up to wat i cant do... it feels lk i cant get wat i wan always.. some pple(obviously nt the most hated person) juz didnt talk to me... have i done smth wrong? i feel lost and sad. i'm sorry to nas and aini. i wanna lk them noe that i appreciate wat they try to do, help me cheer up and de-stress. sorry i gave that face but i didnt wan to. it's juz that the fustration and heat gets up all the way to my brain and i cant do anything abt it. i dunno y do i show that face so easily.. i dun wanna lk that happen but it juz happen. i'm feeling terrible... i'm mentally and physically tired... i feel lk crying out all my problems knowing that it doesnt help at all. i dunno wat to do.. i'm confused. save me, angel

arigatou.. atashi wa utate

4:16:00 pm

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